So yes,
I have decided to revive the whole blog thing
(seeing as i have so much more time on my hands now :/ )
So where do i start?
Well me and LT are finally in Cardiff!!! XD
Weve got the House that both of us have been dreaming of, well i have anyway. Its a house that just screams 'us'. Its a two bed and a study semi detached in its own little corner, in a slightly 'poshier' estate (i think its an estate anyway). Its not too small and not too big, its perfect.
And it has a garden!!!! I've always secretly loved the idea of having a garden, for the dog for one thing, and to plant veggies and flowers and herbs. I think it started with helping my nain with her garden that she loved, and now that shes passed away i really want to be at least good at it and i think I've inherited her green thumbs.
Ive managed to grow peppers and basil in our little flat and that was a little test to see if i would be able to grow something, and i can!! so I have big plans for that garden.
Tom has an amazing job that he loves and he is now the bread-winner (which makes his Nan breathe a sigh of relief) and i am happy in my new job but the only downside is that it is only 17 hours. ive been getting between 30-40 hours overtime because of Christmas but now that it is January it will go back down with the 'possibility' of overtime.
I don't know what to do with myself, but hopefully i can get over the 'hump' that ive found out about myself and that is i don't finish anything. and i hate myself for it! because its a horrid trait to have and i don't know where its come from.
I guess that's my new years resolution...hopefully.
Recently i have found out what has been making me feel miserable about myself. it wasn't just Debenhams and the evil that was but it was the unseen effects of the Pill i was on. I hadn't noticed it until, with the moving and everything i couldn't get the time to get a new set. so i went without for the month or so and this is what happened:
I lost weight (i was a 34 back now I'm back to a 32, and i don't have much of a belly any more)
I feel like i can enjoy things more and be more laid back. (how i used to be)
whilst i was on the pill my hair was all weak and horrible and tangly, now its starting to look like hair, not dangly bits of horridness.
Also my throat is less dry, and I'm not coughing as much any more as i had a lot of problems with my throat when i was on the pill (i was on it for about two years).
Need to find something better!
Christmas (where i made the dinner for LT and his mum) was brilliant this year and i spent the first day of the new year with my bitches 'LT and BT' for those that do not know! lol
I am happy with the way things are going, i just wish that money would start to calm down so that we can spend to get things for the house and actually live and not live to pay the rent. We just moved at a time where we needed money for other stuff too such as Venice! XD and Christmas so its been very busy and very expensive couple of months, nut it will calm itself down now i hope!
And so that's the catch up blog!
Expect gardening dilemmas and baking and gaming and awesomeness!
^.^
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Wednesday, 18 August 2010
Diolch yn fawr iawn Niti! (Thank you very much Niti!)
So yes i know its been a week since the lovely Niti challenged me to a game that she awarded me with. Thank you so much for your kind and suporting words XD
This is the challange:
'This award is bestowed upon a fellow blogger whose blog’s content or design is, in the giver’s opinion, brilliant.
Some rules of the Game:
a) Show off your honesty by thanking the person who gave you the award and link to their post.
b) List 10 honest things about yourself.
c) Select 7 other bloggers you think deserve this award and pass it on to them.
d) Notify said bloggers about the award and invite them to be the honest ones
next.'
So here goes, 10 most personal things about me that will hopefully let you learn more about me or you will probs already know about. I dont make a habit of noting down weird stuff that i do, i just do them and not think about if its wrong or anything until someone points this out to me and then i get self concious and dont do it anymore. so ill try and find something to write about =^.^=
These are of no certain importance theyre just listed as they come to me!
1)I worry too much! Well i say that but i dont think i worry, it more that i think to much and so leads me to the land of worryness and frustrates my boyfriend to no end. Its just my brain seems to like picking out little things and then makes them explode into every part of my brain so then i can not stop thinking about it. Like a few weeks ago i started feeling ill for no apparent reason - so then my brain started panicking saying that i could be pregnant, and so this lead to me convincing my brain that i cant BE pregnant because ive taken every single precausion to prevent that situation, i had to calm MYSELF down. It makes me sound like a scary scrazy woman but its my vast imagination that likes to blow things out of proportion.
2) I like to please everyone. Im a people pleaser! I want everyone to be happy and so if i think theres going to be an argument or no ones having a good time then i would do anything in my power to make it better for them. I dont like it when someone is sad or angry else i would either emphasise with them or try to make them laugh at their situation or talk to them about it. If there was less sad, angry or hurtful people out there then this world would be a marginally better one.
3)I am a first language welsh tiny person! i am proud as the next welsh person that i am welsh but not to the point where i exclude everyone else. Yes i do have an in built anger at some people but only because i was born into it and they have been a bit unfair and taken our heratige away from us. Its jsut we are such a nice country of people that we rather invite people inside for a cup of tea and some cake instead of going out and fighting. Is that so bad?
And so because of this some Welsh people dont take kindly to english speakers because of the way they treated us. But my opinion is that we are jsut as bad as tehm if we treat them badly. we cant go down to their level. So what i want is that both sides make a little exception to each other. For example if someone went and lived in a country that has its own language you would try to learn at least a little of their language wouldnt you? thats why we have Spanish and Frensh lessons isnt it? So putting this into account, that us welsh have our own country and language wouldnt you at least TRY and learn something of that language if you plan to live there for a while? even if it is can i have or thank you. Don't you think thats fair?
Some of us like me can talk fluent english even though it is my second language i have been speaking Welsh AND English since i was about 5. I am now doing a creative writing course in english!
We can keep our language and history without bloodshed or angry words.
Sorry about that rant!
4)Moving swiftly on....I love animals!!! i would have loads of them if i was permitted or if they werent exctincd or would kill me without a second glance! My favourite is the big cat family! =^.^= I would settle for a cat though!
5)I am over critical of my own work!! I cant help it, even if i do quite like what ive written i still say it isnt good enough. i think this stems from being the quiet avarage one at the back of the class and all my friends got As and A*s and there was me having Bs and Cs. Even my school didnt think i could get into University - i didnt get to stay for the weekend in one of the weekend trips. well F**k you, look where i am now Frickers!! But when ALL my mates went on that bus a little bit inside me died that day....
6) If i am ill or sad i need sympathy. I need a hug when i am ill.
7) i dont like my own company. i prefer to be with someone so then i can be bored with them. yes sometimes i do like my random day to myself but then it gets a bit boring after a few hours. I think too much of stupid things when i am by meself for too long.
8) I love just sitting in my pajamas or comfy clothes with a blanket watching a dvd or reading a book with either a glass of wine or a great panad (cup of tea) with my boyfriend. That is what heaven is, if it excists.
9)I wish i could draw!! i really do! Wel i can draw but only very very badly. i tried to teach msyelf when i was younger but it jsut didnt work and the pieces i made are locked in a very dark part of my brain and it will never come out coz it was that bad. Why do i want to be able to draw? well it stems from my stories, i would like to be able to draw their situations or their faces or the clothes that they wear, stuff like that to bring them alive.
And last but certainly not least...
10) I would love to be an actress! That is what i wanted to do for most part of my life but i didnt like most schools have drama at gcse level we had it in Alevel, it was the only reason i had gone to 6th form instead of 6th form college. but it was outside of the school and it was run by the welshiest people in the world and because i wasnt the dayghter of a parent in the comunity or was famous for being rich or had above an A in Welsh GCSE i got thrown out. The reason they gave was this.....I didnt know enough WELSH scriptwriters!!! HELLO!!!! its an ACTING school not a history of scriptwriters school!! Blydi arrogant Welsh twats who think their famous when no one knows about them outside of north wales! Assholes.....
ANd yes sorry got a bit carried away there....its a touchy subject! Anyways!
These are the people who should take part in this game or to jsut have a look at their blogs where they claim is better than anyone else when really they are just jelous of mine! hehe =^.^=
Thomas My wonderfull boyfriend that IS the bestest in the world so there!!
Big Tom The other great Tom in my life!
Charlie Coz she should start a blog so i can keep up with her life whilst i am in Uni!
Llinos Coz she should start a blog too so then i can see what she is doing whilst i am gone!
Brady because it would be interesting.
Niti She likes my writing!!!
Megan She likes my writing!!
Untill next time which i promise will be less than a week i think!
Cariad mawr =^.^=
This is the challange:
'This award is bestowed upon a fellow blogger whose blog’s content or design is, in the giver’s opinion, brilliant.
Some rules of the Game:
a) Show off your honesty by thanking the person who gave you the award and link to their post.
b) List 10 honest things about yourself.
c) Select 7 other bloggers you think deserve this award and pass it on to them.
d) Notify said bloggers about the award and invite them to be the honest ones
next.'
So here goes, 10 most personal things about me that will hopefully let you learn more about me or you will probs already know about. I dont make a habit of noting down weird stuff that i do, i just do them and not think about if its wrong or anything until someone points this out to me and then i get self concious and dont do it anymore. so ill try and find something to write about =^.^=
These are of no certain importance theyre just listed as they come to me!
1)I worry too much! Well i say that but i dont think i worry, it more that i think to much and so leads me to the land of worryness and frustrates my boyfriend to no end. Its just my brain seems to like picking out little things and then makes them explode into every part of my brain so then i can not stop thinking about it. Like a few weeks ago i started feeling ill for no apparent reason - so then my brain started panicking saying that i could be pregnant, and so this lead to me convincing my brain that i cant BE pregnant because ive taken every single precausion to prevent that situation, i had to calm MYSELF down. It makes me sound like a scary scrazy woman but its my vast imagination that likes to blow things out of proportion.
2) I like to please everyone. Im a people pleaser! I want everyone to be happy and so if i think theres going to be an argument or no ones having a good time then i would do anything in my power to make it better for them. I dont like it when someone is sad or angry else i would either emphasise with them or try to make them laugh at their situation or talk to them about it. If there was less sad, angry or hurtful people out there then this world would be a marginally better one.
3)I am a first language welsh tiny person! i am proud as the next welsh person that i am welsh but not to the point where i exclude everyone else. Yes i do have an in built anger at some people but only because i was born into it and they have been a bit unfair and taken our heratige away from us. Its jsut we are such a nice country of people that we rather invite people inside for a cup of tea and some cake instead of going out and fighting. Is that so bad?
And so because of this some Welsh people dont take kindly to english speakers because of the way they treated us. But my opinion is that we are jsut as bad as tehm if we treat them badly. we cant go down to their level. So what i want is that both sides make a little exception to each other. For example if someone went and lived in a country that has its own language you would try to learn at least a little of their language wouldnt you? thats why we have Spanish and Frensh lessons isnt it? So putting this into account, that us welsh have our own country and language wouldnt you at least TRY and learn something of that language if you plan to live there for a while? even if it is can i have or thank you. Don't you think thats fair?
Some of us like me can talk fluent english even though it is my second language i have been speaking Welsh AND English since i was about 5. I am now doing a creative writing course in english!
We can keep our language and history without bloodshed or angry words.
Sorry about that rant!
4)Moving swiftly on....I love animals!!! i would have loads of them if i was permitted or if they werent exctincd or would kill me without a second glance! My favourite is the big cat family! =^.^= I would settle for a cat though!
5)I am over critical of my own work!! I cant help it, even if i do quite like what ive written i still say it isnt good enough. i think this stems from being the quiet avarage one at the back of the class and all my friends got As and A*s and there was me having Bs and Cs. Even my school didnt think i could get into University - i didnt get to stay for the weekend in one of the weekend trips. well F**k you, look where i am now Frickers!! But when ALL my mates went on that bus a little bit inside me died that day....
6) If i am ill or sad i need sympathy. I need a hug when i am ill.
7) i dont like my own company. i prefer to be with someone so then i can be bored with them. yes sometimes i do like my random day to myself but then it gets a bit boring after a few hours. I think too much of stupid things when i am by meself for too long.
8) I love just sitting in my pajamas or comfy clothes with a blanket watching a dvd or reading a book with either a glass of wine or a great panad (cup of tea) with my boyfriend. That is what heaven is, if it excists.
9)I wish i could draw!! i really do! Wel i can draw but only very very badly. i tried to teach msyelf when i was younger but it jsut didnt work and the pieces i made are locked in a very dark part of my brain and it will never come out coz it was that bad. Why do i want to be able to draw? well it stems from my stories, i would like to be able to draw their situations or their faces or the clothes that they wear, stuff like that to bring them alive.
And last but certainly not least...
10) I would love to be an actress! That is what i wanted to do for most part of my life but i didnt like most schools have drama at gcse level we had it in Alevel, it was the only reason i had gone to 6th form instead of 6th form college. but it was outside of the school and it was run by the welshiest people in the world and because i wasnt the dayghter of a parent in the comunity or was famous for being rich or had above an A in Welsh GCSE i got thrown out. The reason they gave was this.....I didnt know enough WELSH scriptwriters!!! HELLO!!!! its an ACTING school not a history of scriptwriters school!! Blydi arrogant Welsh twats who think their famous when no one knows about them outside of north wales! Assholes.....
ANd yes sorry got a bit carried away there....its a touchy subject! Anyways!
These are the people who should take part in this game or to jsut have a look at their blogs where they claim is better than anyone else when really they are just jelous of mine! hehe =^.^=
Thomas My wonderfull boyfriend that IS the bestest in the world so there!!
Big Tom The other great Tom in my life!
Charlie Coz she should start a blog so i can keep up with her life whilst i am in Uni!
Llinos Coz she should start a blog too so then i can see what she is doing whilst i am gone!
Brady because it would be interesting.
Niti She likes my writing!!!
Megan She likes my writing!!
Untill next time which i promise will be less than a week i think!
Cariad mawr =^.^=
Thursday, 15 July 2010
Birthday ramblings and other stories
Heylla! (a combo of hello/hey/heya)
So yes it is the day before the date of my birth. For people who don't know what a birthday is and what all the hype about a particular day of the year(like Aliens or imaginary people), It is a celebration of your birth,basically, on the date of your birth comes up every year you age one year. Now you would expect something happening on that day like you sprout a couple of inches or your hair changes colour but its nothing like that, you might have a new hangover the day after but that's beside the point. So yes anyway in my case i was born on the 16 of July in the year 1990. Now if my maths is correct tomorrow i would have been on this Earth for 20 full years!
Yes people i will be 20. i certainly don't feel like this age but it might change tomorrow but it probably wont i would still feel like practically a child! well a very busty and independent child....hehe. i still look like I'm about 15 though, perhaps a bit older if i have loads of make up on and I'm all dressed up but nonetheless i still get ID'ed EVERYWHERE! even in bloody tescos (there are other good supermarkets out there but this is the one we use....) i get ID'ed for a 12 DVD!!! what am i gonna do with it? Overdose on cartoons?!?!
Anyways so I'm gonna be the tender age of 20 tomorrow and i shall be TAGs cougar (apparently) but only by about a month! And he shall be my Toyboy....hehe :p *wink wink* funi!
Ive been tormented by the massive bag of presents on the top of my wardrobe for about a week (i cant reach it so i cant even peek in!! its not fair! hehe but yes it would ruin tomorrow). I'm like a child with presents, i cant wait to open something someones lovingly bought and wrapped for me! its nice way of saying i like you so here's a present to show it-even if its a tiny little thing it doesn't matter coz its the thought! XD So ye i do love my birthday and Xmas (and now valentines hehe :p)
i even love opening cards!! i am so sad hahaha!
As well i cant wait to read the lovely poem that Ajax (Hi Ajax!) has written for me! XD
So tomorrow me and the lovely spoiling boyfriend of mine are going to see the AWSOME looking Inception at the cinema with Leo DiCaprio and the lovely Ellen Page and the AWSOME Joseph Gordon-Levitt! XD Cant wait, it looks really cool and interesting! Ill do a review on it maybe, possibly depends how many presents i get from Tom to entertain me! hehe :p
So yes then in the night were going out for dinner with mam and Ian and my brother i think. I've chosen to go to a Greek style restaurant in the local town for a change. i Love this Italian there but we've been lots so i wanted to go somewhere different. So were gonna go there!
Then on the Saturday i persuaded my mum to have a tiny party buffet type thing in the night coz my aunt and cousin are down for the weekend. So I've invited a few friends coz i couldn't invite everyone coz mum didn't want a full house which it would be anyway but it will be nice!
So ye ill tell you how everything went and stuff !
Have a nice weekend!
xoxxo
So yes it is the day before the date of my birth. For people who don't know what a birthday is and what all the hype about a particular day of the year(like Aliens or imaginary people), It is a celebration of your birth,basically, on the date of your birth comes up every year you age one year. Now you would expect something happening on that day like you sprout a couple of inches or your hair changes colour but its nothing like that, you might have a new hangover the day after but that's beside the point. So yes anyway in my case i was born on the 16 of July in the year 1990. Now if my maths is correct tomorrow i would have been on this Earth for 20 full years!
Yes people i will be 20. i certainly don't feel like this age but it might change tomorrow but it probably wont i would still feel like practically a child! well a very busty and independent child....hehe. i still look like I'm about 15 though, perhaps a bit older if i have loads of make up on and I'm all dressed up but nonetheless i still get ID'ed EVERYWHERE! even in bloody tescos (there are other good supermarkets out there but this is the one we use....) i get ID'ed for a 12 DVD!!! what am i gonna do with it? Overdose on cartoons?!?!
Anyways so I'm gonna be the tender age of 20 tomorrow and i shall be TAGs cougar (apparently) but only by about a month! And he shall be my Toyboy....hehe :p *wink wink* funi!
Ive been tormented by the massive bag of presents on the top of my wardrobe for about a week (i cant reach it so i cant even peek in!! its not fair! hehe but yes it would ruin tomorrow). I'm like a child with presents, i cant wait to open something someones lovingly bought and wrapped for me! its nice way of saying i like you so here's a present to show it-even if its a tiny little thing it doesn't matter coz its the thought! XD So ye i do love my birthday and Xmas (and now valentines hehe :p)
i even love opening cards!! i am so sad hahaha!
As well i cant wait to read the lovely poem that Ajax (Hi Ajax!) has written for me! XD
So tomorrow me and the lovely spoiling boyfriend of mine are going to see the AWSOME looking Inception at the cinema with Leo DiCaprio and the lovely Ellen Page and the AWSOME Joseph Gordon-Levitt! XD Cant wait, it looks really cool and interesting! Ill do a review on it maybe, possibly depends how many presents i get from Tom to entertain me! hehe :p
So yes then in the night were going out for dinner with mam and Ian and my brother i think. I've chosen to go to a Greek style restaurant in the local town for a change. i Love this Italian there but we've been lots so i wanted to go somewhere different. So were gonna go there!
Then on the Saturday i persuaded my mum to have a tiny party buffet type thing in the night coz my aunt and cousin are down for the weekend. So I've invited a few friends coz i couldn't invite everyone coz mum didn't want a full house which it would be anyway but it will be nice!
So ye ill tell you how everything went and stuff !
Have a nice weekend!
xoxxo
Tuesday, 29 June 2010
Oily breasts and a bit of soup, delightful manga and a mac book pro!
Hello there!!
So sorry i havent written in a while, it seems to be a habit coming! Bad Elena!! Anyway i do have good excuses and its been a very very busy weeks but onwards and upwards, sideways and horizontalways!
So yes Oily breasts (calm down Ajax!) (hehe! XD). On the way from the lovely town of Shrewsbury where thers wonderfully, gorjus, magnificent houses and cottages filled with driveways covering these beautyful houses we went to Ross-on-wye (another gorjus place). obviously being the amazing writers we are we went to a book shop called Rossiter books (cheques in the post please!) and we found an amazing cook book called: The ultimate WAGAMAMMAS cook book!!! I know how awsome is that!? So we decided to buy it.
I had had an idea since like ages to do a blog or video blog of me or me and tag going through a cook book and trying these dishes and so i thought that this book would be great because we love wagamammas and it would be fun too!
It was aswell! the video will be posted on youtube as soon as Tag edits it on his new MAC BOOK PRO people!! yes he has finally got it! and its all new and shiny and cool.....i want one now.....but then again it wouldnt be purple.....it wouldnt overheat though....grrrr.....i would probably be able to play sims too....money....hmm.....but i have figured out why my laptop keeps overheating and you know why it is?! coz thers probably dust in the fan so tom is going to open it up for me and sort it out! Hopefully! PLEASE let it work!
Plus Tag got a new and improved ipod touch so i get the old one! yey! Now i can have apps to play with all to myself! XD
So yes anyways the video will be posted on My Site or TAG's Site and it will feature me and him attempting to cook our first dish which is Chicken Ramen! XD It was very nice too!
So yes we went to places and found an AWSOME comic book store in Shrews and it was just awsome awsomeness! i got manga! yes peeps i wanted to broaden my horizons and i wanted something different so i got one called Chibi Vampire!
Its awsome! I finished it in a day! and then i got Fruits basket which im still reading and its okay i suppose but not as good. I think its too girly girly for me - i like the prospect of it but i dunno it hasnt gripped me like Chibi Vampire did. neva mind ill stick with it though!
So yes its one of my best friends birthday on saturday! YAY! so were coming up for that and then i dunno coz then its my birthday!! hint hint! remember its on the 16th of July and it will be a glorious day! possibly maybe....! YAY! ITS MY BIRTHDAY SOON!! i love my birthday even though im going to be 20! waw thats scary! me? a person that still looks like shes about thirteen okay possibly a 15 year old now but still!
Anyway back to charlies birthday! its gonna be on the beach so im excited for that and shes invited TAG seeing as their friends and he has been accepted haha so yea i hope she has an amazing day as she deserves it! XD (Hi Ajax hint hint!)
DOCTOR WHO!!!!! OH EM GEE!!! bloody amazing! truly teh best TV show ever!!! XD I do miss the tennant as the doctor though but well done to mister Matt smith brilliant!! I be looking forward to the xmas special! XD
I'll let you know when the vids are up!
ta ta for now!
<3
So sorry i havent written in a while, it seems to be a habit coming! Bad Elena!! Anyway i do have good excuses and its been a very very busy weeks but onwards and upwards, sideways and horizontalways!
So yes Oily breasts (calm down Ajax!) (hehe! XD). On the way from the lovely town of Shrewsbury where thers wonderfully, gorjus, magnificent houses and cottages filled with driveways covering these beautyful houses we went to Ross-on-wye (another gorjus place). obviously being the amazing writers we are we went to a book shop called Rossiter books (cheques in the post please!) and we found an amazing cook book called: The ultimate WAGAMAMMAS cook book!!! I know how awsome is that!? So we decided to buy it.
I had had an idea since like ages to do a blog or video blog of me or me and tag going through a cook book and trying these dishes and so i thought that this book would be great because we love wagamammas and it would be fun too!
It was aswell! the video will be posted on youtube as soon as Tag edits it on his new MAC BOOK PRO people!! yes he has finally got it! and its all new and shiny and cool.....i want one now.....but then again it wouldnt be purple.....it wouldnt overheat though....grrrr.....i would probably be able to play sims too....money....hmm.....but i have figured out why my laptop keeps overheating and you know why it is?! coz thers probably dust in the fan so tom is going to open it up for me and sort it out! Hopefully! PLEASE let it work!
Plus Tag got a new and improved ipod touch so i get the old one! yey! Now i can have apps to play with all to myself! XD
So yes anyways the video will be posted on My Site or TAG's Site and it will feature me and him attempting to cook our first dish which is Chicken Ramen! XD It was very nice too!
So yes we went to places and found an AWSOME comic book store in Shrews and it was just awsome awsomeness! i got manga! yes peeps i wanted to broaden my horizons and i wanted something different so i got one called Chibi Vampire!
Its awsome! I finished it in a day! and then i got Fruits basket which im still reading and its okay i suppose but not as good. I think its too girly girly for me - i like the prospect of it but i dunno it hasnt gripped me like Chibi Vampire did. neva mind ill stick with it though!
So yes its one of my best friends birthday on saturday! YAY! so were coming up for that and then i dunno coz then its my birthday!! hint hint! remember its on the 16th of July and it will be a glorious day! possibly maybe....! YAY! ITS MY BIRTHDAY SOON!! i love my birthday even though im going to be 20! waw thats scary! me? a person that still looks like shes about thirteen okay possibly a 15 year old now but still!
Anyway back to charlies birthday! its gonna be on the beach so im excited for that and shes invited TAG seeing as their friends and he has been accepted haha so yea i hope she has an amazing day as she deserves it! XD (Hi Ajax hint hint!)
DOCTOR WHO!!!!! OH EM GEE!!! bloody amazing! truly teh best TV show ever!!! XD I do miss the tennant as the doctor though but well done to mister Matt smith brilliant!! I be looking forward to the xmas special! XD
I'll let you know when the vids are up!
ta ta for now!
<3
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