This is the challange:
'This award is bestowed upon a fellow blogger whose blog’s content or design is, in the giver’s opinion, brilliant.
Some rules of the Game:
a) Show off your honesty by thanking the person who gave you the award and link to their post.
b) List 10 honest things about yourself.
c) Select 7 other bloggers you think deserve this award and pass it on to them.
d) Notify said bloggers about the award and invite them to be the honest ones
next.'
So here goes, 10 most personal things about me that will hopefully let you learn more about me or you will probs already know about. I dont make a habit of noting down weird stuff that i do, i just do them and not think about if its wrong or anything until someone points this out to me and then i get self concious and dont do it anymore. so ill try and find something to write about =^.^=
These are of no certain importance theyre just listed as they come to me!
1)I worry too much! Well i say that but i dont think i worry, it more that i think to much and so leads me to the land of worryness and frustrates my boyfriend to no end. Its just my brain seems to like picking out little things and then makes them explode into every part of my brain so then i can not stop thinking about it. Like a few weeks ago i started feeling ill for no apparent reason - so then my brain started panicking saying that i could be pregnant, and so this lead to me convincing my brain that i cant BE pregnant because ive taken every single precausion to prevent that situation, i had to calm MYSELF down. It makes me sound like a scary scrazy woman but its my vast imagination that likes to blow things out of proportion.
2) I like to please everyone. Im a people pleaser! I want everyone to be happy and so if i think theres going to be an argument or no ones having a good time then i would do anything in my power to make it better for them. I dont like it when someone is sad or angry else i would either emphasise with them or try to make them laugh at their situation or talk to them about it. If there was less sad, angry or hurtful people out there then this world would be a marginally better one.
3)I am a first language welsh tiny person! i am proud as the next welsh person that i am welsh but not to the point where i exclude everyone else. Yes i do have an in built anger at some people but only because i was born into it and they have been a bit unfair and taken our heratige away from us. Its jsut we are such a nice country of people that we rather invite people inside for a cup of tea and some cake instead of going out and fighting. Is that so bad?
And so because of this some Welsh people dont take kindly to english speakers because of the way they treated us. But my opinion is that we are jsut as bad as tehm if we treat them badly. we cant go down to their level. So what i want is that both sides make a little exception to each other. For example if someone went and lived in a country that has its own language you would try to learn at least a little of their language wouldnt you? thats why we have Spanish and Frensh lessons isnt it? So putting this into account, that us welsh have our own country and language wouldnt you at least TRY and learn something of that language if you plan to live there for a while? even if it is can i have or thank you. Don't you think thats fair?
Some of us like me can talk fluent english even though it is my second language i have been speaking Welsh AND English since i was about 5. I am now doing a creative writing course in english!
We can keep our language and history without bloodshed or angry words.
Sorry about that rant!
4)Moving swiftly on....I love animals!!! i would have loads of them if i was permitted or if they werent exctincd or would kill me without a second glance! My favourite is the big cat family! =^.^= I would settle for a cat though!
5)I am over critical of my own work!! I cant help it, even if i do quite like what ive written i still say it isnt good enough. i think this stems from being the quiet avarage one at the back of the class and all my friends got As and A*s and there was me having Bs and Cs. Even my school didnt think i could get into University - i didnt get to stay for the weekend in one of the weekend trips. well F**k you, look where i am now Frickers!! But when ALL my mates went on that bus a little bit inside me died that day....
6) If i am ill or sad i need sympathy. I need a hug when i am ill.
7) i dont like my own company. i prefer to be with someone so then i can be bored with them. yes sometimes i do like my random day to myself but then it gets a bit boring after a few hours. I think too much of stupid things when i am by meself for too long.
8) I love just sitting in my pajamas or comfy clothes with a blanket watching a dvd or reading a book with either a glass of wine or a great panad (cup of tea) with my boyfriend. That is what heaven is, if it excists.
9)I wish i could draw!! i really do! Wel i can draw but only very very badly. i tried to teach msyelf when i was younger but it jsut didnt work and the pieces i made are locked in a very dark part of my brain and it will never come out coz it was that bad. Why do i want to be able to draw? well it stems from my stories, i would like to be able to draw their situations or their faces or the clothes that they wear, stuff like that to bring them alive.
And last but certainly not least...
10) I would love to be an actress! That is what i wanted to do for most part of my life but i didnt like most schools have drama at gcse level we had it in Alevel, it was the only reason i had gone to 6th form instead of 6th form college. but it was outside of the school and it was run by the welshiest people in the world and because i wasnt the dayghter of a parent in the comunity or was famous for being rich or had above an A in Welsh GCSE i got thrown out. The reason they gave was this.....I didnt know enough WELSH scriptwriters!!! HELLO!!!! its an ACTING school not a history of scriptwriters school!! Blydi arrogant Welsh twats who think their famous when no one knows about them outside of north wales! Assholes.....
ANd yes sorry got a bit carried away there....its a touchy subject! Anyways!
These are the people who should take part in this game or to jsut have a look at their blogs where they claim is better than anyone else when really they are just jelous of mine! hehe =^.^=
Thomas My wonderfull boyfriend that IS the bestest in the world so there!!
Big Tom The other great Tom in my life!
Charlie Coz she should start a blog so i can keep up with her life whilst i am in Uni!
Llinos Coz she should start a blog too so then i can see what she is doing whilst i am gone!
Brady because it would be interesting.
Niti She likes my writing!!!
Megan She likes my writing!!
Untill next time which i promise will be less than a week i think!
Cariad mawr =^.^=
