Wednesday, 1 September 2010

OMG new hair!!

Ive come to the land of short hair!! this is the sortest i have had my hair since i was about 6, i am now 20!!! aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! frik 20......



PANDA!!!!!

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Hai bloggers!!

How u doooooin? - Joey from friends style! lols

So yes its been a pretty busy few days. today was the first day in a while that i was able to just relax in the flat doing absolutely nothing at all!
My day consisted of food, snuggle on the sofa with my boyfriend and a sausage sandwich watching The mentalist, played on God of war 1 on the PS2 for a few frustrating hours, had a bath....and that's about it i think!

It was great!

I know i know it was sunny outside and blah blah blah but i had been out in the sunshine, i done my bit of catching the UV rays, today God rested (aka me!!).

So yeah on Saturday, Tags birthday eve i attempted to make a birthday cake for him before we had to go into Cardiff to have food before going to see SPAMALOT!!! i only had about 4 hours. Anyway to cut a long story short it was a disaster. well the cake just never stopped rising, i shouldve followed the recipe but no i thought i was being clever and i basically wasn't, i was silly. I am a dab hand in making cupcakes so i thought a cake is just a larger version of a cupcake isn't it?! ah well maybe next time.......
Anyway apparently the cake was nice, the icing made it i was assured ( i had literally smothered the cake in icing!!). if it tasted good and people are still alive then its all good! hehe

So because of my panic related disaster we wouldn't have had time to have baths and then go for food before the show so we decided to go for food afterwards.

Here is a picture of us all smarted up to go see Spamalot in the Millennium stadium, Cardiff:



And here is how close we were near the stage:



We were in the second row!!!! And oh my friggin GOD of all things bright and beautiful was it good, amazing, awesome, brilliant, spectacular and all other awesome words i cant come up with now because every time i speak of this show all the words in my head seem to disappear and silent awedness comes out.
It was definitely one of the most amazing thing i had ever seen in my short life! My face, hands and throat was hurting so much by the end of the night because of the laughter, cheers and clapping that happened in that two hours - finished so soon, i wanted to see it again instantly after it finished! i hope i do!

Then to capitalize on an already awesome night, we went to GBK (there are other restaurants but we chose this one) for a nice big burger and a glass of Rose for me!!!

Perfect!

In the morning Thomas regaled at his many many presents and his birthday cake before we met up with our friends in Cardiff for a spot of shopping and to go see SCOTT PILGRIM in the cinema- which was also the awesomeness of aw some! - and then we went to Wagamammas for some noodles before sitting on the sofa at home in pajamas with a few glasses of champagne! awesome day as well i think!

But no the festivities didn't end there! we went to Cardiff with Thomas' mum intending to go see Toy story 3 again but everyone else had the same idea on a bank holiday Monday so we ended up staying at the bay where there was a food festival going on - I got Chips on a stick!!!! it was awesome.....wish i had taken a pic though....
It was really good as there was all these different nationalities presenting their national dishes and they were all really nice, i didn't get to try the hog roast or the Ostrich burger though....

WASPS!!!!!! They were Everywhere that day! intending to kill me whilst i was having fun in the blazing sunshine revelling on chips on a stick (yes Chips on a stick!!!). Damn them! damn them all to heck!!
They caused me to have a pa nick attack and a mental breakdown at the place we were having food.....one minute i was staring intently at one irritating a guy at the other table and the next i was sobbing, snorting sobbing onto TAGs shoulder....i couldn't breathe and i was shaking so much. i felt ashamed and embarrassed and horrified at what i had just done. Frikin hate them!

Next day on our travells we met up with Big tom and HB Sauce in Cardiff for Sushi!! it was the first time me and Tag tried it, we don't particularly like fish, never mind the raw kind u see but we went to try. We mostly got noodles and chicken! but we did try a sushi with chicken in it, tag liked it better than i did but i liked it all the same. and i chose the pudding - it was colourful! but it was weird....say no more.....

And so now do u see why we needed a good day of just slobbering around doing nothing? we deserve it don't we??

Uni starts back in a few short weeks!!! YAY!! cant wait to decorate my room!

Loves =^.^=

Wednesday, 18 August 2010

Diolch yn fawr iawn Niti! (Thank you very much Niti!)

So yes i know its been a week since the lovely Niti challenged me to a game that she awarded me with. Thank you so much for your kind and suporting words XD

This is the challange:


'This award is bestowed upon a fellow blogger whose blog’s content or design is, in the giver’s opinion, brilliant.


Some rules of the Game:
a) Show off your honesty by thanking the person who gave you the award and link to their post.
b) List 10 honest things about yourself.
c) Select 7 other bloggers you think deserve this award and pass it on to them.
d) Notify said bloggers about the award and invite them to be the honest ones
next.'


So here goes, 10 most personal things about me that will hopefully let you learn more about me or you will probs already know about. I dont make a habit of noting down weird stuff that i do, i just do them and not think about if its wrong or anything until someone points this out to me and then i get self concious and dont do it anymore. so ill try and find something to write about =^.^=

These are of no certain importance theyre just listed as they come to me!

1)I worry too much! Well i say that but i dont think i worry, it more that i think to much and so leads me to the land of worryness and frustrates my boyfriend to no end. Its just my brain seems to like picking out little things and then makes them explode into every part of my brain so then i can not stop thinking about it. Like a few weeks ago i started feeling ill for no apparent reason - so then my brain started panicking saying that i could be pregnant, and so this lead to me convincing my brain that i cant BE pregnant because ive taken every single precausion to prevent that situation, i had to calm MYSELF down. It makes me sound like a scary scrazy woman but its my vast imagination that likes to blow things out of proportion.

2) I like to please everyone. Im a people pleaser! I want everyone to be happy and so if i think theres going to be an argument or no ones having a good time then i would do anything in my power to make it better for them. I dont like it when someone is sad or angry else i would either emphasise with them or try to make them laugh at their situation or talk to them about it. If there was less sad, angry or hurtful people out there then this world would be a marginally better one.

3)I am a first language welsh tiny person! i am proud as the next welsh person that i am welsh but not to the point where i exclude everyone else. Yes i do have an in built anger at some people but only because i was born into it and they have been a bit unfair and taken our heratige away from us. Its jsut we are such a nice country of people that we rather invite people inside for a cup of tea and some cake instead of going out and fighting. Is that so bad?
And so because of this some Welsh people dont take kindly to english speakers because of the way they treated us. But my opinion is that we are jsut as bad as tehm if we treat them badly. we cant go down to their level. So what i want is that both sides make a little exception to each other. For example if someone went and lived in a country that has its own language you would try to learn at least a little of their language wouldnt you? thats why we have Spanish and Frensh lessons isnt it? So putting this into account, that us welsh have our own country and language wouldnt you at least TRY and learn something of that language if you plan to live there for a while? even if it is can i have or thank you. Don't you think thats fair?
Some of us like me can talk fluent english even though it is my second language i have been speaking Welsh AND English since i was about 5. I am now doing a creative writing course in english!
We can keep our language and history without bloodshed or angry words.

Sorry about that rant!

4)Moving swiftly on....I love animals!!! i would have loads of them if i was permitted or if they werent exctincd or would kill me without a second glance! My favourite is the big cat family! =^.^= I would settle for a cat though!

5)I am over critical of my own work!! I cant help it, even if i do quite like what ive written i still say it isnt good enough. i think this stems from being the quiet avarage one at the back of the class and all my friends got As and A*s and there was me having Bs and Cs. Even my school didnt think i could get into University - i didnt get to stay for the weekend in one of the weekend trips. well F**k you, look where i am now Frickers!! But when ALL my mates went on that bus a little bit inside me died that day....

6) If i am ill or sad i need sympathy. I need a hug when i am ill.

7) i dont like my own company. i prefer to be with someone so then i can be bored with them. yes sometimes i do like my random day to myself but then it gets a bit boring after a few hours. I think too much of stupid things when i am by meself for too long.

8) I love just sitting in my pajamas or comfy clothes with a blanket watching a dvd or reading a book with either a glass of wine or a great panad (cup of tea) with my boyfriend. That is what heaven is, if it excists.

9)I wish i could draw!! i really do! Wel i can draw but only very very badly. i tried to teach msyelf when i was younger but it jsut didnt work and the pieces i made are locked in a very dark part of my brain and it will never come out coz it was that bad. Why do i want to be able to draw? well it stems from my stories, i would like to be able to draw their situations or their faces or the clothes that they wear, stuff like that to bring them alive.

And last but certainly not least...

10) I would love to be an actress! That is what i wanted to do for most part of my life but i didnt like most schools have drama at gcse level we had it in Alevel, it was the only reason i had gone to 6th form instead of 6th form college. but it was outside of the school and it was run by the welshiest people in the world and because i wasnt the dayghter of a parent in the comunity or was famous for being rich or had above an A in Welsh GCSE i got thrown out. The reason they gave was this.....I didnt know enough WELSH scriptwriters!!! HELLO!!!! its an ACTING school not a history of scriptwriters school!! Blydi arrogant Welsh twats who think their famous when no one knows about them outside of north wales! Assholes.....


ANd yes sorry got a bit carried away there....its a touchy subject! Anyways!

These are the people who should take part in this game or to jsut have a look at their blogs where they claim is better than anyone else when really they are just jelous of mine! hehe =^.^=


Thomas My wonderfull boyfriend that IS the bestest in the world so there!!

Big Tom The other great Tom in my life!

Charlie Coz she should start a blog so i can keep up with her life whilst i am in Uni!

Llinos Coz she should start a blog too so then i can see what she is doing whilst i am gone!

Brady because it would be interesting.

Niti She likes my writing!!!

Megan She likes my writing!!

Untill next time which i promise will be less than a week i think!

Cariad mawr =^.^=

Saturday, 7 August 2010

Writings!

Hey i Wrote stuff today!

The following is copywrited by me so dont steals it otei!?!

This is the begining let me know what you think:


There is nothing but darkness ahead.

I see her clearly.

The dark surrounds her like a woeful blanket. She must be saved; nurtured and left to grow by herself. All life depends on her. Her very roots depend on her. Find her or we will never grow into our kingdom again, all will be for nothing if she does not survive.

The darkness must never touch her.

Protect her.

Teach her.

Do not forget she is the future.

***

So yes that like a pre chapter 1 thing. Ive written some of it but i dont want to show it just yet. Let me know! (Hint Ajax!!)

Anyways! sorry i havent been on in a while, i just havent got to it really. just been living i spose. I had a Brilliant birthday thanks to a lot of people and i thank you so much for everything!
I had an awsome time. And i got lots of presents! XD

Ive been on a manga frenzy recently. i am currently into three serieses, Chibi vampire-Alice in the Country of Hearts-Vampire knights!
The lovely HB Sauce let me borrow all of her Vampire Knights and i have devoured them! i read a volume in a night, space of an hourish maybe less! i am addicted!
I was appauled when i heard that china and japan are banning manga online!! but i found a webby that i can read them on, for the mean time anyways!

Jobs depress me a bit...they dont give people like me a chance. what i mean by people like me is, people that havent worked before (not out of choice and lack of trying coz i have and keep being let down, not because of my grades but because they cant be arsed to teach someone new to the game!) Meh.

I will leave you for now with a very cute picture!


Thursday, 29 July 2010

Sooon!

Coming soon!

My new post! birthdays and shenanigans galore! ---well ish!

xxxx

Thursday, 15 July 2010

Birthday ramblings and other stories

Heylla! (a combo of hello/hey/heya)

So yes it is the day before the date of my birth. For people who don't know what a birthday is and what all the hype about a particular day of the year(like Aliens or imaginary people), It is a celebration of your birth,basically, on the date of your birth comes up every year you age one year. Now you would expect something happening on that day like you sprout a couple of inches or your hair changes colour but its nothing like that, you might have a new hangover the day after but that's beside the point. So yes anyway in my case i was born on the 16 of July in the year 1990. Now if my maths is correct tomorrow i would have been on this Earth for 20 full years!
Yes people i will be 20. i certainly don't feel like this age but it might change tomorrow but it probably wont i would still feel like practically a child! well a very busty and independent child....hehe. i still look like I'm about 15 though, perhaps a bit older if i have loads of make up on and I'm all dressed up but nonetheless i still get ID'ed EVERYWHERE! even in bloody tescos (there are other good supermarkets out there but this is the one we use....) i get ID'ed for a 12 DVD!!! what am i gonna do with it? Overdose on cartoons?!?!
Anyways so I'm gonna be the tender age of 20 tomorrow and i shall be TAGs cougar (apparently) but only by about a month! And he shall be my Toyboy....hehe :p *wink wink* funi!

Ive been tormented by the massive bag of presents on the top of my wardrobe for about a week (i cant reach it so i cant even peek in!! its not fair! hehe but yes it would ruin tomorrow). I'm like a child with presents, i cant wait to open something someones lovingly bought and wrapped for me! its nice way of saying i like you so here's a present to show it-even if its a tiny little thing it doesn't matter coz its the thought! XD So ye i do love my birthday and Xmas (and now valentines hehe :p)

i even love opening cards!! i am so sad hahaha!

As well i cant wait to read the lovely poem that Ajax (Hi Ajax!) has written for me! XD

So tomorrow me and the lovely spoiling boyfriend of mine are going to see the AWSOME looking Inception at the cinema with Leo DiCaprio and the lovely Ellen Page and the AWSOME Joseph Gordon-Levitt! XD Cant wait, it looks really cool and interesting! Ill do a review on it maybe, possibly depends how many presents i get from Tom to entertain me! hehe :p

So yes then in the night were going out for dinner with mam and Ian and my brother i think. I've chosen to go to a Greek style restaurant in the local town for a change. i Love this Italian there but we've been lots so i wanted to go somewhere different. So were gonna go there!

Then on the Saturday i persuaded my mum to have a tiny party buffet type thing in the night coz my aunt and cousin are down for the weekend. So I've invited a few friends coz i couldn't invite everyone coz mum didn't want a full house which it would be anyway but it will be nice!

So ye ill tell you how everything went and stuff !
Have a nice weekend!
xoxxo